The Ice-Cold Demon's Tale: Ishuca&Blood


Spoiler warning!!!

For Blood,Ishuca seemed afraid of nothing,always looking carefree;

however,Ishuca just subconsciously forgot the feelings he disliked....

In book 3 or 4,Ishuca brought Blood back to the house he'd rented.

He told Blood he felt strange about his room,

but Blood found nothing strange....

Finally,Blood found why Ishuca thought the room strange.

Ishuca told Blood his grandma had passed away for two years;

nonetheless,he heard from a female villager 

that Ishuca's grandma actually had passed away for THREE years!!

Ishuca did not lost one year's memory;

he just pretended he had not that period of memory....

cuz during that one year,he just lay in the bed,

lying to himself that "death is nothing" 

and "there's nothing to be afraid of"....

He lied to himself day by day...........

He did feel scary at first,

but when he found he had no family anymore,

what he could do was lie to himself,

and....wait for the death..........

Later,when Blood found the truth,

he told Ishuca he didn't have to feel afraid anymore 

cuz he would be always by his side!

He didn't need to lie to Blood,just showing his scare to him.

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かわいいぴーちゃん(cute Bi)


In book 19 and 20,

Ishuca brought Bi with them,

but Bi was born from Kaiser's body?!

Bi was dead in the end of book 19,

and his death caused a massacre.........

People tohught the dead was killed by Blood,

and Blood brought Ishuca to flee from the scene.

Taking a rest in the trees,

Blood asked how Ishuca felt,

but he replied "what happened"?!

Blood was shocked,

thinking why his memory was lost again....

Later,he knew the answer.....

Ishuca just subconsciously forgot the things again.......

Blood knew Ishuca was resolute,

but he knew he was weak at the same time...........

He told Ishuca the truth.

Though feeling sorry for telling him the things,

he deeply believed in Ishuca's resolute side!

He hoped him to face the difficulities,

not just escape from them again.

Knowing what happened some minutes before,

Ishuca felt a little perplexed 

why Blood always could see him straight.

Blood replied with a warm smile,

"It's because you always see me straight!"

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Ishuca'd been so pure,

so it was harder for him to accept the cruel truth

that even humans could kill humans.

And it was also because of his pureness 

that he felt much more painful than normal humans 

when hearing Lilia's blameful words.

Unless he faced the truth,faced the cruel side of human beings,

he could never cross the lines to make himself stronger.

Blood knew this point completely;

thus,even if he'd deeply be willing to 

protect Ishuca from the dark tihngs forever,

he still told him the truth.

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The two events truly show 

how we human beings will do when facing difficulities.

If we experience something unhappy,

we might automatically choose to forget it,

burying it in the bottom of our hearts.

Lie to ourselves that we've forgot what happened,

so we won't feel unfortable.

Pretend we've never experienced this kind of thing,

so we won't get hurt.

However,which is better for us,

Lie to ourselves and keep living in the fictitious world we make of,

or face the difficulities and accept the challenges?

Ishuca face the cruel truth finally, 

but he was worried what if he couldn't control himself.

Blood asked,"Ishuca,do you like me?"

"Of course!"Ishuca answer undoubtedly.

"Then when you have some bad thoughts in your minds,

as long as you think of me,

you can control them."

It's so natural that each human being has dark side,

but once he think of his beloved,

he definitely can control himself for his beloved.

It's not so horrible to face one's own weakness,

what makes it horrible is that you keep pretending nothing happened.

Once you face it,

you will be stronger and stronger.

I see Ishuca gradually growing up in this series,

and I also see my thoughts grow up with him.

Though there still are countless difficulities waiting for me,

I expect myself to be brave enough to conquer them one by one.

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Chinese 中文

圖片一 心靈逐漸成長的伊修卡+內心越來越溫暖的布拉德

圖片二 可愛的小嗶

天呀.........為啥我心得打這麼長........

我中文要罷工..........

嗯.........反正大致上就是說..............(還是認命了........)

以下有雷!!

伊修卡之前忘掉中間的一年是因為想忘掉面對死亡的恐懼.

那一年他一直躺在床上對自己說謊,

說死亡沒什麼的,不用害怕.

後來布拉德知道後告訴他,

他會一直在他身邊,所以害怕就表現出來沒關係.

再來是小嗶的死亡造成一堆村民死掉

布拉德帶著伊修卡逃到森林後,

發現伊修卡"又喪失記憶"了.

如果可以,布拉德很願意一直保護著伊修卡,

但他捫心自問這樣真的好嗎?

他知道伊修卡很堅強,但他也知道伊修卡很脆弱,

然而他相信伊修卡堅強的一面,

相信他可以面對事實的,

所以就算不忍,他還是告訴他前不久發生什麼事.

伊修卡很震驚人類竟然也可以殺人類,

他怕自己也有醬黑暗的一面.

布拉德問:"伊修卡,你喜歡我嗎?"

"當然喜歡!"伊修卡很堅定的回答.

"所以當你心裡浮現不好的念頭,

只要你想到我,一定可以克制自己的!"

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人類在面對困難或不喜歡的事情時,

總是會下意識的選擇遺忘,把它埋在內心深處.

催眠自己什麼都忘了,所以才不會有不舒服的感覺.

假裝什麼都沒發生過,所以才不會覺得受傷.

但這樣做對自己真的好嗎?

對自己說謊,一直活在自己虛擬的世界中?

還是面對困難,接受挑戰?

人會有黑暗面是很正常的,每個人都有.

只要你在心中有不好念頭時,

想想你所愛的人們,

你一定可以克制自己的.

而面對自己的軟弱並不恐怖,

恐怖的是催眠自己什麼都沒發生.

只要能面對它,

心就會變的越來越堅強.

我在這部漫畫看著伊修卡逐漸成長,

我也看著自己的心跟著他一起成長.

雖然前方有無數的挑戰等著我,

我期許自己可以勇敢的一一克服.
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