*Spoiler Warning!!
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"One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the centers of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair."
(Sentences from Stephenie Meyer's New Moon,
chapter 9 Third Wheel)
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I just finished chapter 9.
Bella has a close relationship with Jacob
after the "hallucination" occured.
To tell the truth,
I don't know how to dislike Jacob....
In normal situation,
I would hate the supporting male
who interrupts between the leading male
and leading female in novels or movies.
But,so far,I DO like Jacob?!
How incredible!!
Actually,
Jacob is a different kind of "perosn" from Edward.
(since neither one is a "person"....)
For me,
Edward is graceful,mature,
gentle,deliberate,enthusiastic inside....
He desires to love Bella,
and he does love her uncontrollably.
Yet he still hopes Bella to leave him actively
cuz he's "not suitable" for her.
He's always on the horns of a dilemma!
On the other,
Jacob is cute,lovely,energetic,
boyish,but yet sometimes thoughtful....
He directly shows his love to Bella,
not the words,but the action.
Later,even he is turned down,
he still believes that time and patience can change Bella,
and that she will finally forget him gradually
as time goes by.
Bella uses Jacob,
and she knows it.
But she can't help but keep giving him hope,
hope that perhaps she would change one day.
Her mind's broken and empty after being left.
"It will be if as I'd never existed."
Edward said.
And he truly does it.
Taking away the only picture which they took....
Taking away the CD, the songs he made for Bella....
And even burning the house he lives....
Bella still loves him,
but I tihnk,in some extend,
she hates him simultaneously.
"I'll always be there as long as you need me...
(or something like that)."
Edward had promised.
He broke the promise of always being with her,
but asked her to make a promise
of not being stupid and huring herself.
How unfair it is!
That must be what Bella thinks.
Therefore,
she trys to break the prmoise,
to do anything reckless to push herself in danger.
she got the "hallucination"
and found the theory of the hallucination is
adrenaline plus danger plus stupidity.
Once she does something dnagerous,
she will hear the velvet voice in mind.
She still can't forget Edward,
but she's eager to be with Jacob
cuz he always makes her comfortable.
"You are a little strange sometimes."
Jacob said.
Yes,
Edward's leaving makes Bella strange............
"I truly knew how love gave someone the power
to hurt you.I've been broken beyond repair."
Bella thought.
I don't like love triangle.
But the plots seem inevitably develop that way..........
And I can't blame Bella for using Jacob
since I understand how broken-heart
and empty and numb she is.
Only Jacob can make her warm and a little happier.
I also can't dislike Jacob
cuz it is Bella who makes such kind of situation.
Edward won't come back forever,
which is what Bella thinks.
Yes,it is.
Yet it will soon change some chapters later
due to Bella's dangerous behavior.(The spoiler I got....)
My feeling's truly complicated.........
---------------------------------
"One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the centers of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair."
(Sentences from Stephenie Meyer's New Moon,
chapter 9 Third Wheel)
--------------------------------------------------
I just finished chapter 9.
Bella has a close relationship with Jacob
after the "hallucination" occured.
To tell the truth,
I don't know how to dislike Jacob....
In normal situation,
I would hate the supporting male
who interrupts between the leading male
and leading female in novels or movies.
But,so far,I DO like Jacob?!
How incredible!!
Actually,
Jacob is a different kind of "perosn" from Edward.
(since neither one is a "person"....)
For me,
Edward is graceful,mature,
gentle,deliberate,enthusiastic inside....
He desires to love Bella,
and he does love her uncontrollably.
Yet he still hopes Bella to leave him actively
cuz he's "not suitable" for her.
He's always on the horns of a dilemma!
On the other,
Jacob is cute,lovely,energetic,
boyish,but yet sometimes thoughtful....
He directly shows his love to Bella,
not the words,but the action.
Later,even he is turned down,
he still believes that time and patience can change Bella,
and that she will finally forget him gradually
as time goes by.
Bella uses Jacob,
and she knows it.
But she can't help but keep giving him hope,
hope that perhaps she would change one day.
Her mind's broken and empty after being left.
"It will be if as I'd never existed."
Edward said.
And he truly does it.
Taking away the only picture which they took....
Taking away the CD, the songs he made for Bella....
And even burning the house he lives....
Bella still loves him,
but I tihnk,in some extend,
she hates him simultaneously.
"I'll always be there as long as you need me...
(or something like that)."
Edward had promised.
He broke the promise of always being with her,
but asked her to make a promise
of not being stupid and huring herself.
How unfair it is!
That must be what Bella thinks.
Therefore,
she trys to break the prmoise,
to do anything reckless to push herself in danger.
she got the "hallucination"
and found the theory of the hallucination is
adrenaline plus danger plus stupidity.
Once she does something dnagerous,
she will hear the velvet voice in mind.
She still can't forget Edward,
but she's eager to be with Jacob
cuz he always makes her comfortable.
"You are a little strange sometimes."
Jacob said.
Yes,
Edward's leaving makes Bella strange............
"I truly knew how love gave someone the power
to hurt you.I've been broken beyond repair."
Bella thought.
I don't like love triangle.
But the plots seem inevitably develop that way..........
And I can't blame Bella for using Jacob
since I understand how broken-heart
and empty and numb she is.
Only Jacob can make her warm and a little happier.
I also can't dislike Jacob
cuz it is Bella who makes such kind of situation.
Edward won't come back forever,
which is what Bella thinks.
Yes,it is.
Yet it will soon change some chapters later
due to Bella's dangerous behavior.(The spoiler I got....)
My feeling's truly complicated.........
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